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I leaned over and took both his hands in mine and pressed them to my face and when he tried to pull away I wouldn’t let him. And then, not caring whether he was listing or not, I told him everything else. I told him about all the years reliving every second of our time together, the years trying to find him, the years of nothing and nobody else. And every minute of every year I was trying to come home.
We sat there as day turned to twilight and twilight to evening and the moon rose and the constellations moved across the sky and I talked and he listened and it took almost all night to tell him everything but I didn’t stop until there was nothing left to tell. And when I finally went to let go of his hands because mine were cold and exhausted and cramped, I couldn’t.
We sat like that, close together in the white garden, lit by the cold white light of the stars, with only each other for warmth.
"OK," he said finally, and he said it out loud, his voice odd and strained, like he’d forgotten how to speak.
That was it. OK.
And then he freed his hands and took mine, stiff and icy cold, and wrapped them in his, which were warm.
It was a start."
Now let’s try to understand that falling into sexual and emotional thrall with an underage blood relative hadn’t exactly been on my list of Things to Do while visiting England, but I was coming around to the belief that whether you liked it or not, Things Happen and once they start happening you pretty much just have to hold on for dear life and see where they drop you when they stop.
In our case, Things Happened in spades."
I love you, I told him at last. And then I told him over and over, until the words no longer sounded like words.
And finally he turned to me, his eyes dull, and he spoke.
"Then why did you leave me?""
just imagine our faces when we see Jem in CoHF
I’ve renewed my silence of the lambs book 4 times from the library. Can’t stop watching the silence of the lambs.
Can’t stop watching hannibal.